I'm bored, so bored that the last dregs of interest are slowly being seeped out of my skull by the sheer lack of energy in my life. I mean how did I manage to become so bloody lethargic? Where did all that energy go? I know I'm going to the gym but this is ridiculous.
Somewhere I have lost the will to go on. A kind of frustration is setting in and I'm not able to get what I want out of life.
So what do I do? Stop whining for starters. Start doing stuff I like. Move beyond the last blue mountain and move into a whirlwind of activity that will only take me further than where I currently am.
I woke up this morning with a strong voice in my head that said that I would have to go and do something. I moved out of my comfort zone, finished a book that I had begun a week ago, ate a pastry and a bowl of noodles, looked up old friends and moved through a realm that defies imagination.
I'm still a little bored. But then, depression doesn't go away in one day.
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